Suga

"Look down on me like that, it’s my hobby to prove you wrong."

- Min Yoongi

Min Yoongi is a member of BTS and student at Korea University, who is also a talented rapper and song-writer. He and the gang are a pivotal part when friend’s disappearance has become the focus of an intense media circus. Suga sees the spotlight turned on them when it’s suspected that they may not be innocent.

Suga had a very, very rough upbringing. He’d share his music only for other artists to rip him off; he’d get no credit or money for his work. This is proof that he is kind, but was taken advantage of. This may be what lead to him take on a more “cold” personality. But Suga isn’t always so serious; he has a soft and cute side. Many people tend to make decisions based on emotions. But because Suga is not very emotional, he can make logical decisions without the influence of his emotions.

Physical Appearance
Looks wise, Suga truly has a very East Asian face, complete with triangular shaped eyes. He truly is the most Asian looking out of all of the members. But the way his face has changed, without plastic surgery, is quite stunning. He had kind of a baby-face. Like all his features didn’t know what to do with each other yet. Again, the structure never changed, and instead his face tightened up and the “baby fat” went away. We all lose that baby fat within the first several years after graduating from high school/getting out of our teens. Suga doesn’t have a golden ratio, but his facial features are still quite harmonious with each other. Suga has triangular eyes. These are, by far, as East Asian as it gets. What’s cute too is that just like Taehyung, he has one double eyelid, and one monolid that has a subtle upper eyelid crease. His eyes are slightly uneven in size also, which is most noticeable when viewing his face from a two-thirds angle. The thing about his eyes though, that really makes them striking, is not just their intensity, but also the color of his irises. His eyes are very dark, like a burnt umber dark. No matter how close or far away you are, his eyes stay that very dark color. It’s almost, spooky, in a way, despite how soft his eyes can be. If he had eyes like Jungkook, that were rounder, he would look like a completely different person. Now let’s move on to Suga’s nose: he has a somewhat straight but also scooped bridge, and the tip of his nose is rounded, but it’s rounded up instead of down like many Koreans. This shape, which is a natural shape not achieved with any sort of plastic surgery, is so specific and so unusual, in a good way. Now let’s look at his jaw. Suga’s lower jaw is an "S" shape. His chin curves outward past his lips to a rounded point, but then the chin curves down and around, then up slightly, and then quickly curves down mildly at the joint. This shape is most visible when he loses a lot of weight, and least visible when he gains a lot of weight. When his weight is balanced, we can see this shape without him looking frighteningly emaciated. In short, he’s pretty. But his bone structure is so unique, so different from other men. Because the shapes all over his face are so distinctive, it’s hard to judge the exact shapes as an artist sometimes, because angles can dramatically effect how he looks. One angle can make his chin look narrow and pointy, and another angle can make it look flat and broad.

Personality and Traits
The fact that former classmates once considered Suga a bipolar jerk is testament to the fact that Suga’s mood waxes and wanes much like the lunar cycle. It is quite impossible for him to ever truly be one thing; he encompasses so many sides that not even management knows what they would get from him the second he wakes up that morning. He is a tidal force of perplexing emotion, and can be stubborn, compliant, furious, and docile, all in the same hour. It’s a bit disconcerting at times -- that is, if you don’t know him and he tells. From the outside, it is very easy to see Suga as withdrawn and honestly, not in the mood and giving absolutely zero fucks about anyone in his current vicinity. Which actually is not the case. For one, Suga honestly can’t help his expressions. He is not the type to wear a smile on his face every second of the day. He doesn’t necessarily mean to seem disinterested and or unimpressed (and if it seems like he’s unimpressed, one would be hard pressed to note that on a slim scale from zero to ten, he probably is); it’s just a thing he’s picked up. Two, it's also what he’s used to. He had to become comfortable with withdrawing upon himself. Invincible. Unfeeling... and that’s where the problem lies because for all the deadpanning and resting bitch faces he can pull, Suga is far more sensitive than most people give him credit for.

Underlying the nonchalant sarcasm and the perceptive smirks is a sensitivity to even the lightest of criticism, and it isn’t easy to spot when his feelings are hurt since he will never vocalize. Suga is the boy who basically raised himself and in doing so, toughened himself but only to an extent. He craves acceptance and affection, even if he does not allow himself to truly have it for fear of rejection or condemnation. It is in these settings where his kindness and maternal instincts kick in the most. Though he craves physical affection most, Suga won’t be the one to offer it. He won’t give hugs freely, but offers his presence and a patient ear. With them and anyone else he cares about, Suga’s more maternal instincts shine through. He won’t worry his friends consistently for indulging in being happy and being optimistic; he’ll just see it in the silent looks he gives and the way that he has medicine ready the second they get sick. Or how he cleans up after the other members when they’re all tired and will be the first to offer to cook a meal. With them, Suga isn’t intimidating or serious, but a bit passive with a desire to care for other people. All the while not caring for himself.

One thing to note about Suga is that though he won’t be the one most people are drawn to because he’s either not rich enough to gain a following or not... complicated enough to gain the aforementioned, for those who are friends with him, he's an entertaining individual nonetheless. Suga can be relaxed, sure, and can maintain very easygoing vibes, but at the end of the day, he’s like a live wire waiting to get sparked up. Whether you’re talking about a show, comic, movie or even rap, Suga’s energy shines through and it’s notably infectious. The young man who liked to shrink in on himself doesn’t make as much of an appearance, though at least that he had a bit more control over himself. Because he’s so easy to rile up and get excited on a good day, Suga is also easy to make angry or easy to get to do something that he normally shouldn’t, practically to the point of recklessness. He doesn’t always think his actions through and instead, has to deal with the consequences even when he’s not even sure why he’s doing it. Though if you asked his former therapist, there’s a pretty damn good reason why he’s so impulsive on most days.

The thing that no-one can take from Suga is that he is a rather caring soul and he doesn’t need to hide that part of him. It just is. He empathizes deeply with others and if he actually did offend, or hurt someone, he’ll be the first to genuinely apologize. Hell, he’ll apologize with the utmost sincerity on his parents’ behalf, mainly because he doesn’t want that to be a reflection of who they are, even if it is. That’s just how much he cares. He acts out against guys being douche-bags to others who aren’t as bold, regardless of if he’s big enough or strong enough, and he’s a gentleman three-hundred and sixty five days of the year. And to have Suga in your life is to have someone who stands beside you irrevocably. He doesn’t believe in betrayal and he doesn’t believe in turning his back on people that you care about, not when they’ve stood with you when you couldn’t stand for yourself.

But for all that, the boy who shrinks back when he’s unsure still makes a comeback, particularly because Suga isn’t a dominant person. His backbone only lasts for so long and in certain environments. He’ll still be his fun-loving self, best believe, but he’s too used to being pushed to the background for various reasons, that he doesn’t always recognize that his own beliefs and ideas are just as powerful as those around him. That what he says and what he wants to say will and can matter to someone other than himself. He follows more often than not and it honestly shouldn’t be a wonder that he can be unpredictable at times with all that has been said of his person. Suga sublimates the occasionally bolder and impulsive side of himself in order to not feel like he’s going to displease someone, most notably his friends and the adults in his life, and then winds up acting out worse than his normal impulsiveness requires of him. Either he crashes and the depressive episodes overwhelm him, or he lashes out and the manic side comes into play. Which he doesn’t know how to truly deal with.

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